Then, and now. . .

Monday, November 14, 2011

Alt + f4. . . . I guess that's it. Probably we're done with it. It's ironic, the thing that gave us the best time of our lives, now gives us the worst possible conflict. Trying too desperately to rekindle the moments we once had, that's where we failed if you ask me. Life moved on from us, and without even realising it, we were so static, trying to cling on the past so much. It was literally a decade ago. Things that are as far back as a decade ago, will certainly be different when done now.

And today, I learned it the hard way. Apparently, some of us outgrew it already. While some takes the effort to desperately make it work, others just take things for granted, can tag along whenever its convenient. This is also a failure in our part. And my god, I really don't make any sense now do I?

It's funny how much things can change within a day. Just this morning I was writing about how excited I was about moving into a new place. And from there, my day just went down hill.

This? This was just a bullet in the head when my throat is already slit; meaning, it doesn't really matter. It was bad enough as it is(today I mean), this is just the opposite of "the cherry on top of a sundae". From the sudden loss of something I have been anticipating, to an unexpected departure, then now to this, my day literally couldn't get any worse anymore.

Fuck this shit, I'm going home to sleep.